Ketika Aku (Benar-benar) Pergi ⇢
Kepada, pria yang menjadi hidupku
Barangkali saat ini, aku tak bisa berkata banyak
Bukan karena apa, namun karena aku takut
sebanyak apapun kalimat demi kalimat,
semuanya masih saja tak akan cukup.
Bila nanti sampai waktuku,
untuk pergi meninggalkanmu
berjanjilah satu hal padaku
Actually, I don’t have to listen to every friends I’ve asked for their opinion of my problem. I heard them, but it is my decision to choose whether I accept their suggestion or not. This is my life. I myself that live my life, not others, not you, not my parents, but me. So, I must decide for my own good or bad.
Sometimes I mess up with my minds, why did I listen too much to what people said about my life, about what I should or shouldn’t do. I feel like I’m their dolls. I can’t control my life. I hate it.
Thus, I try to be tough, to be strong, and patient, sincere and more humble. I must be a wise person. I am on process on that…
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